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Ethos: Son of a Sharecropper

by Terry Blade

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1.
Come Home 02:47
I was hoping My darling Would come home He went off And left me All alone Withered decaying What I was saying Was wrong But if the bond is worth saving Darling you better come home Come home Come home You come and go As much as you please You do what you want And ignore me with ease I best to get to going If ain't showing Up for long Withered decaying What I was saying Was wrong But if the bond is worth saving Darling you better come home Or I'll be gone I'll be gone
2.
Who you gon' run to? I won't be with you Who you gon' lie to? I won't even hear you Who you gon' rescue? I won't even need you Cuz I won't be around Cuz I won't be around Who you gon' plead to? I don't have to keep you And who you gon' weep to? I've no more to give you Cuz I won't be around Cuz I won't be around I won't be behind you I won't be beside you I'm gonna leave you And I won't even miss you Cuz I won't be around
3.
Rigor Mortis 02:52
Did you come here from the other side? You just appeared on my bedside Did you come here to escort us? Where will you transport us? Rigor Mortis Rigor Mortis And the lights begin to dim And the nights fall in Can I take Can I take my time? I'm alive but I am dead I hear them dirges in my head My tears are turning sour I'm drowning by the hour Rigor Mortis Rigor Mortis Condemn my ashes to the urn Was I born alive just to burn? I consider it a curse To go out in a hearse Rigor Mortis And the lights begin to dim And the nights fall in Can I take Can I take my time? And the ground feels so thin Way way down I'm buried in Can I take Can I take my time? Did you come here from the other side? You just appeared on my bedside Did you come here to escort us? Where will you transport us? Rigor Mortis Rigor Mortis
4.
I know it feels Like you don't belong Like in you something's wrong I know how it feels When they won't leave you alone Or just keep unbeknown I know about the chills (Chills) The harm the pain instills (Stills) It's like trouble can't wait to see you (You) Look there it is getting ready to greet you But you don't hide Wouldn't dare to run Far better for them to meet you See how hard it's gonna be to beat you And I say hey Little rainbow child They've never seen such a fellow Rockin' that pink and yellow Oh oh hey Little rainbow child They've never seen such a fellow Rockin' that pink and yellow Oh oh hoo hoo Now you got 'em on the run If it seems like you've won It's your dreams playing dumb For every name Or cruel thing they say Is ten more summers of drought A whole lifetime of doubt And next thing you know (Know) You're invisible (Ble) So don't ever allow it (It) Ain't nothing they can do about it Stand in your pride Stand in the sun Cuz who else would you be without it Learn to love it never disavow it And I say hey Little rainbow child They've never seen such a fellow Rockin' that pink and yellow Oh oh hey Little rainbow child They've never seen such a fellow Rockin' that pink and yellow Oh oh hoo hoo (Chills) (Stills) (You) (Know) (Ble) (It) And I say hey hey hey Little rainbow child You gotta love yourself rainbow child Gotta love yourself rainbow And I say hey hey hey Little rainbow child Look at me little rainbow child I was you little rainbow child
5.
Tell me to run And tell me to Hide I I don't wanna be in your way Tell me to dodge Tell me to duck And I I will get away I'll never be afraid to lose There's everything to gain And I'll be right here In case you wanna Talk about it Talk about it with me And I'll be right here In case you wanna Talk about it Talk about it with me My dear And I'll be right here In case you wanna Talk about it Talk about it with me And I'll be right here In case you wanna Talk about it Talk about it with me Always Always Always Always Always Always Tell me to run Don't wanna be in your way Tell me to duck And I will get away Not afraid to lose If there's everything to gain I'm willing to surrender everything Everything If we talk again
6.
7.
Wasn't Mine 03:01
Well my world was full of problems Plenty enough to go around Too heavy of a load to shove it down Encountered a stranger with a burden to share Was never meant for me to ever bear It wasn't mine I know it wasn't mine Oh I know your problem wasn't mine It wasn't mine I know it wasn't mine Won't turn your problems into mine Life is just a lonely road Got more stuff than I can hold There ain't no way that I can carry you With just my own I barely do And yet somehow I get it all done Get it all done Well honest as able Got trials to tell Tried a dozen times only to fail I can't join your tribulation and abandon all I have What will become of my own path Life is just a lonely road Got more stuff than I can hold There ain't no way that I can carry you With just my own I barely do And yet somehow I get it all done Get it all done It wasn't mine I know it wasn't mine Oh I know your problem wasn't mine It wasn't mine oh it wasn't mine Won't turn your problems into mine
8.
Aint no running in and out Not while mama is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while grandma is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while auntie is cookin' You keep running in and out Boy you sure to catch a whoopin' Rolled up her sleeves Now she washin’ the collards Dark green leaves Southern peaches for the cobblers A bag of cornmeal She be seasonin’ her flour Cornbread in the oven By the end of the hour Aint no running in and out Not while mama is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while grandma is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while auntie is cookin' You keep running in and out Boy you sure to catch a whoopin' There is grown folk conversation Goin’ on in the kitchen The first time you heard Grandma losing her religion A whole lotta swearin’ And a whole lotta livin’ And a whole lotta laughin’ in the black tradition Aint no running in and out Not while mama is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while grandma is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while auntie is cookin' You keep running in and out Boy you sure to catch a whoopin' When the matriarch sits Then you’re free to have a seat What she puts on your plate Is exactly what you eat But you better leave your fork and knife In its place Until grandma is good and done Saying grace Aint no running in and out Not while mama is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while grandma is cookin' Aint no running in and out Not while auntie is cookin' You keep running in and out Boy you sure to catch a whoopin'
9.
Jimmy James 03:38
There was a soul named Jimmy I once knew Brown liquor for eyes When he made his debut He showered in hope But he always smelled of regret Concealed in the smoke of a single Cigarette He said he would answer to many names But said he would never ever go back to being James Jimmy would go days while he gazed In the future’s past His body was free But his mind wasn’t built to last He said he would answer to many names But said he would never ever go back to being James He said he would answer to many names But said he would never ever go back to being James There was a soul named Jimmy I once knew Brown liquor for eyes When he made his debut
10.
In My House 03:31
In my house I sit alone On the stairs Nobody’s there oh yeah I roam Nobody’s home In my house In my room Ain’t no sleep I spend days Counting sheep Ain’t no rest For my weary heart In my room In my soul I am empty Dark and cold Like my chimney Oh it’s black Oh so black In my soul Well don’t ring my bell Or knock on my door And don’t bring me no mail Or set foot on my floor Just so I’m clear You ain’t welcome here Don’t ring my bell In my house (In my house) In my house (Alone) In my house In my house In my house (And I roam) In my house (Nobody’s home) In my house (In my house)

about

The term "ethos" as used in the album's title refers to the morals, values and beliefs of an individual or an entire culture. The album seeks to communicate my ethos to the listener through an exploration of my personal experiences. This time around, I chose to experiment with a completely different sound--American roots music. I wanted to show that "black music" includes traditional Americana music, and reject any notion that black Americans are mere unwelcomed guests in the American roots music space.

Thematically, the album wrestles with self identity, culture, community, relationships, adversity and perseverance. The term "son of a sharecropper" as used in the album's title is a reference to my being a descendant of black American sharecroppers in Colerain, North Carolina. Sharecropping was a system developed in the American South after the end of the Civil War. Many former enslaved black American families became sharecroppers on large white-owned cotton farms and plantations.

Each family began the agricultural cycle in the spring by getting seed, supplies, and food on credit from the landowner. They planted the seeds, tended the cotton plants as they grew, and picked the cotton when it was ready to be harvested. The landowner decided on a price for the crop and deducted the amount they owed him for the seeds, supplies, and food they had bought on credit from.

Even in the best of times, the family’s share might not be enough to cover these expenses. When the price for cotton was low, this became more and more the case. Landowners also cheated many black American sharecroppers. The result was more and more debt and dependency for sharecroppers in the 1880s and 1890s.

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released February 3, 2023

Primary Artist: Terry Blade
Executive Producer: Terry Blade
Producer/Lyricist/Arranger: Terry Blade
Producer/Lyricist/Consultant: Ryan Jenkins
Composer/Producers/Songwriters: Lance Conrad, Human Wins, Sleeping Ghost, Raighes Factory, Bobby Cole, Adrian Berenguer, Nicholas Rowe, Cole Bobby, Roberto Diana, Antonio De Giovanni, Larry D. Robertson, Terry Blade
Special Contributor: American Folklife Center, US Library of Congress
Audio Engineer: Terry Blade
Record Label: Blade Modus Records
CLine: 2023 Blade Modus Records
PLine: 2023 Blade Modus Publishing

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Terry Blade Chicago, Illinois

Terry Blade is a singer-songwriter. A multi-genre artist, his musical work is grounded in his experience as a black queer artist.

Since his 2020 debut, he has won more than 75 awards and nominations for his music. He has drawn comparisons to artists such as Meshell Ndegeocello, Macy Gray, and Antony and the Johnsons.

He was born and raised in Washington, DC, and resides in Chicago, IL.
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